updating i havent been typing much in here and i feel like i should, more often when i have time.. lately i been feeling down. Nothing really excites me any more.. its like im there for people and i listen what they have to say, and fit to their schedule but no one really goes through by busy schedule to even make something special for me. ahaha i know i can be a girl sometimes but man i truely try to make everyone i know that they are important. well thats the thing, lately ive been acting the opposite of that because i feel like thats how ppl treat me so thats how im going to treat other ppl. Im quitting on social life. i think its going to be bad for me but eh.. even when im busy i try to make time for people.. this is really random.. i just hope that the people i care for went to the same extent i go for them.. but eh thats life and even though im not use to saying no.. i have to learn to say no.. all this makes no sense but i get it..so thats fine..

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i havent been typing much in here and i feel like i should, more often when i have time..

lately i been feeling down. Nothing really excites me any more.. its like im there for people and i listen what they have to say, and fit to their schedule but no one really goes through by busy schedule to even make something special for me. ahaha i know i can be a girl sometimes but man i truely try to make everyone i know that they are important. well thats the thing, lately ive been acting the opposite of that because i feel like thats how ppl treat me so thats how im going to treat other ppl. Im quitting on social life. i think its going to be bad for me but eh..

even when im busy i try to make time for people.. this is really random.. i just hope that the people i care for went to the same extent i go for them.. but eh thats life and even though im not use to saying no.. i have to learn to say no..

all this makes no sense but i get it..so thats fine..

beardickpunch: what
andyaquabat: Idk why I’m always the one that has to make everything work out. Why everyone else makes it seem like it’d be so easy to let me go. Am I really that forgettable and unimportant to you

andyaquabat:

Idk why I’m always the one that has to make everything work out. Why everyone else makes it seem like it’d be so easy to let me go. Am I really that forgettable and unimportant to you

wtf lol
this made me smile as i read it <3 Dear Martin, Hi, my names Elizabeth. I’m 20 years young. I like to draw when I’m super bored even though I’m not very good, I watch movies to entertain myself and read to escape this mundane realm. I find reading fascinating, I don’t know why. Anyway, I thought I should start off with some facts about myself before I take you through this river of emotions that flows throughout my whole being.  So, aprroximately 3 years ago I met this guy(over the internet -__-), let’s name him Ulysses. He was weird.. in a good way. He caught my attention almost right away. Even though we hadn’t officially met in person, I liked him. He was a nice guy, but above all he knew how to make me laugh. I always found that a good sense of humor was attractive in a person. (Don’t ask)  I don’t remember the exact date, but it was a Sunday the day I saw him in person. It wasn’t even planned it sort of just happened. I was extremely nervous to see him let alone talk to him, mainly because I kind of liked him. I remember we talked about Chipotle and how delicious that place was. We also talked about a movie, but I don’t remember which. Finally, church was over and we both parted and went our seperate ways. As much as I hated to admit it to myself I missed him.. Fast forward to Crystie’s 23rd birthday and we started talking again. I got to admit, he was different. How he carried himself, how he spoke, how he was. He was new and yet very much the same. Fast forward a few more days and our first kiss happened. It was weird to me. Everything I was feeling was so new. The kiss was was sweet just like a first kiss should be. Then the kiss changed. It went from sweet to very passionate. It was amazing. What a mind blowing experience. I was so shocked at how much he exhilirated me.  December 7, 2010 was the day I became his and he was mine. At our old high school was where it happened. I expect he took me there to try and help me remember him. Apparently, we shared a class together: P.E.  I don’t remember what day it was when we became physical, but I do remember that I was nervous, we both were. He was amazing. My feelings and emotions towards him enhanced the experience, enflamed it and engraved it to the very tissues of my memory. We were both burning in the flames of our passion. He was mine and I was his. July 4, 2011 It was his birthday and I didn’t know what to get him or whether I was going to see him at all that day. I did. We went to a firework show in Baldwin Park with his family. Sitting under the stars with him and watching the fireworks blow up in the sky was, in itself, beautiful. The fireworks, with their bright and beautiful colors, were a glorious sight to behold. Fast forward a few months and we turned 1 year together. I didn’t know how to react to it. He was and is my longest relationship. We didn’t do anything special like fancy dinner or anything, but that’s what made it all the better. We spent the whole day together! It was nice. The ninja card he made was simply the best. Better than a fancy dinner. I also made him something, but I wont mention what it was. I’m not much of a good gift giver.. I just hope he liked it. Today’s date: March 5, 2012. We are a little over our year mark. We’ve had many little adventures. One of which was 6Flags. I had a blast! It doesn’t really matter where we’re at or what we’re doing, I’ll always have a great time with him. It’s been over a year that I’ve been with him and he still gets me nervous. Stupid butterflies.. they suck. I love it when he smiles and when he laughs. When he’s sad or deppressed I just feel like hugging him. When he’s happy, I’m happy. He warms my very core. He is my home away from home. In his arms is where I want to be. To be continued… Our story has just begun! 

this made me smile as i read it

<3

Dear Martin,
Hi, my names Elizabeth. I’m 20 years young. I like to draw when I’m super bored even though I’m not very good, I watch movies to entertain myself and read to escape this mundane realm. I find reading fascinating, I don’t know why.
Anyway, I thought I should start off with some facts about myself before I take you through this river of emotions that flows throughout my whole being. 
So, aprroximately 3 years ago I met this guy(over the internet -__-), let’s name him Ulysses. He was weird.. in a good way. He caught my attention almost right away. Even though we hadn’t officially met in person, I liked him. He was a nice guy, but above all he knew how to make me laugh. I always found that a good sense of humor was attractive in a person. (Don’t ask) 
I don’t remember the exact date, but it was a Sunday the day I saw him in person. It wasn’t even planned it sort of just happened. I was extremely nervous to see him let alone talk to him, mainly because I kind of liked him. I remember we talked about Chipotle and how delicious that place was. We also talked about a movie, but I don’t remember which. Finally, church was over and we both parted and went our seperate ways.
As much as I hated to admit it to myself I missed him..
Fast forward to Crystie’s 23rd birthday and we started talking again. I got to admit, he was different. How he carried himself, how he spoke, how he was. He was new and yet very much the same. Fast forward a few more days and our first kiss happened. It was weird to me. Everything I was feeling was so new. The kiss was was sweet just like a first kiss should be. Then the kiss changed. It went from sweet to very passionate. It was amazing. What a mind blowing experience. I was so shocked at how much he exhilirated me. 
December 7, 2010 was the day I became his and he was mine. At our old high school was where it happened. I expect he took me there to try and help me remember him. Apparently, we shared a class together: P.E. 
I don’t remember what day it was when we became physical, but I do remember that I was nervous, we both were. He was amazing. My feelings and emotions towards him enhanced the experience, enflamed it and engraved it to the very tissues of my memory. We were both burning in the flames of our passion. He was mine and I was his.
July 4, 2011
It was his birthday and I didn’t know what to get him or whether I was going to see him at all that day. I did. We went to a firework show in Baldwin Park with his family. Sitting under the stars with him and watching the fireworks blow up in the sky was, in itself, beautiful. The fireworks, with their bright and beautiful colors, were a glorious sight to behold.
Fast forward a few months and we turned 1 year together. I didn’t know how to react to it. He was and is my longest relationship. We didn’t do anything special like fancy dinner or anything, but that’s what made it all the better. We spent the whole day together! It was nice. The ninja card he made was simply the best. Better than a fancy dinner. I also made him something, but I wont mention what it was. I’m not much of a good gift giver.. I just hope he liked it.
Today’s date: March 5, 2012.
We are a little over our year mark. We’ve had many little adventures. One of which was 6Flags. I had a blast! It doesn’t really matter where we’re at or what we’re doing, I’ll always have a great time with him.
It’s been over a year that I’ve been with him and he still gets me nervous. Stupid butterflies.. they suck. I love it when he smiles and when he laughs. When he’s sad or deppressed I just feel like hugging him. When he’s happy, I’m happy. He warms my very core. He is my home away from home. In his arms is where I want to be.
To be continued…


Our story has just begun! 

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